Hi Mahal, (just wanted to call you mahal for the last time)
It was exactly November 22, 2010 when I first met you. JayeMarr added me to the group “SINIgang”. I remember I got you mistaken by someone else with the same name as “Mickey”. I never imagined you would be so bright, so caring, so sweet and very down to earth. JayMarr started telling stories about you, but I wasn’t really listening to what he was saying since I was just interested in chatting around with the people in the group. We started joking around with the rest of the group members and we even chatted until 6 o’clock in the morning.
Honestly, that first day in SINIgang was a really great experienced. I enjoyed talking to you and knowing that I can make you smile and laugh. I started to get curious about you and even viewed your Facebook profile. I realized that you are no one familiar to me so I was just glad that I met another friend that is fun to talk with. Same events happened for the next few days. I started to fall in love with you because you had a lot of unique characteristics that is hard to find from a girl. We continued sharing stories and everything until I started to realize that I like you. I remember it was like November 27, 2010 when Khate gave me your number. It was a Saturday so you went out with your friends and you even told me that you will be back after the party.
You thought that I was joking around when I said “I’d stay up late and wait for you”. At that time I was already feeling something for you. Since Khate was even joking around about how I feel for you. But she was not aware that it was already for real. It was already November 28, 2010 around 3 or 4 o’clock in the morning when I sent a message that I was going to sleep already. You called and that was the first time I heard your voice. We had a lot of fun talking and it we finished talking like around 11AM. These continued for how many days and we just talked over the phone and in Facebook chat all day.
It was already December 01, 2010 when I started to tell you how I feel for you. But before that we shared a lot of stories and laughers about our lives and our experiences. It was like we were getting to know each other each day unintentionally. It was December 02, 2010 in the evening when I told you the truth about my feelings for you. I know you didn’t believe me at all but as the night passed by you somehow believed in me. Our conversations became more intimate and I was proving to you that my feelings for you are for real.
It was already December 03, 2010 at exactly 2:14 AM when you sent me a message saying “Huwow! By the way, I don’t have to, I believe you Ives. But isn’t it that I’m so cheap? You didn’t even court me?” I didn’t know how to react because like I’ve told you I don’t know how to court a girl. It was around 4:19 AM of December 03 when you asked me if our relationship is already finalized by that date. I didn’t know how to react because I was really happy. So I just said yes and that was the first time we exchanged the words “I Love You”. It was at exactly 4:23 AM of December 03 when you told me that you would call and make our relationship final and set the rules. I was really happy and excited because I never experienced that with anyone else.
You told me all the rules you want and when you asked me I just said “I don’t set any rules”. It was one of the happiest days of my life. That was the time I told myself “This is the last girl that I will fall in love with and she is the girl that I will marry and live my life with forever”. Days and weeks have passed and we got to know each other better. Within those days and weeks that was the time when you told me about your ex-boyfriend and your experience with him. I wasn’t alarmed about it because I know and I can feel that you don’t love him anymore. You were even supposed to come visit us here at Baguio City but you were too busy.
It was December 19, 2010 when you were supposed to visit Baguio. But instead, you were not able to come because you have a very hectic schedule. I was thinking that it is okay even though we haven’t met yet because I know time will come and we will meet. Christmas and New Year came and there were a lot of discussions, events and confusions. We stayed together and we survived every obstacle in a relationship. We even started to talk about getting married, marriage preparations, family planning and many more things about having a family. We became tighter and even our relationship.
It was January 02, 2011 when Tababee and I planned something. I wanted to do something special since it would be our first month celebration of being together. So we scrambled in a hurry because the plan of going to Manila was unexpected. So everything came out fine and we arrived in Manila January 03, 2011 5:00 in the morning. I was so happy and excited because I would finally get to meet you in person and just in time to celebrate our first month in being a relationship.
“I’ve been in the edge of the cliff too many times. This time I’d make sure that I’d grip so hard in the rope that even everyone around me would start pushing me over the cliff I won’t let go. So if it is worth it to hold my stand and face the world on my own, I’d do it. Besides, we only have one life and it is our decision if we’d stand and fight or turn around and walk away.”
At first, there was a big doubt about "HIM" but as the day goes by every Lil things grew stronger & stronger every empty spaces was filled by "HIM", to those who have been hated him I don't care about you I'm blind I'm depth, I'm in love with "HIM" Love doesn't make the world go round but "HE" makes my ride worthwhile. One word freed me ...of all the weight & pain in my life, that word is "HIM" ♥ I LOVE YOU ♥
Ikaw ang syang ligaya ko
nagbibigay sigla sa puso ko
o giliw ko, pakinggan mo
ang nais sabihin ng aking puso na...
mahal, mahal na mahal kita
hindi ako magbabago
asahan mo ito
mahal, mahal na mahal kita
ang puso ko'y iyong iyo
asahan mong maghihintay sa'yo
ang puso ko'y malulumbay
kung 'di ikaw ang kapiling sa habang buhay
pag-ibig ko'y walang hanggan
maghihintay sa iyo magpakailan pa man
mahal, mahal na mahal kita
hindi ako magbabago
asahan mo ito
mahal, mahal na mahal kita
ang puso ko'y iyong iyo
asahan mong maghihintay sa'yo
at magbuhat, ngayon at kailanman
ikaw ang iibigin
ito'y iyong dinggin
mahal, mahal na mahal kita
hindi ako magbabago
asahan mo ito
mahal, mahal na mahal kita
ang puso ko'y iyong iyo
asahan mong maghihintay sa'yo
ang puso ko'y iyong iyo
asahan mong maghihintay sa'yo
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